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Knock

knock-knock
It’s either early 
or
It's very late 
but is there 
a time 
that’s right
to write? 
knock-knock
I don’t search 
for the words 
nor am I 
trying to say
anything
that I don’t-
knock. knock. 
-already know.
I want to sleep. 
I want to dream. 
I want respite 
from an endless 
itch. 
How long is 
your shadow
in the dark? 
How bright 
is your light- 
KNOCK. KNOCK.
-on the sun? 
Even when I say
nothing, 
It still feeds.
Even if don't 
answer the door- 
KNOCK FUCKING KNOCK.
-it still scratches. 
You can choose 
to be 
anything you want 
as long as 
you keep It 
at the door. 
But you’ll 
let It in, won’t you? 
Because
you’re It’s slave. 
And you 
own It. 
KNOCK.
KNOCK. 

KNOCK.  

Ah Shit

It was 
a good run. 
Good times. 
Great times. 
I really thought 
that this time I had it
covered. 
This time I was
stronger. 
The spears
of destiny
bounced of my shield
and I was 
a God for day. 
But when
the Gods fall
they land 
with thunder. 
She didn’t even try.
She just was. 
She simply exists. 
But all the armour
and all my weapons
from my vanguard 
to my soul 
surrendered
without 
remorse. 
Is it still
a fall 
when you 
dive 
right in?
But why 
dive 
when you’ve
come so far? 
It doesn’t matter now. 
I’m still
only just 
falling. 
And when 
I fall,
I’ll fall
with thunder. 
And it will be
the most 
beautiful 
thing in the world.