Fallen

I must be sleeping 
Did I wake up in a dream today? 
All the silence that taunts me 
And all the pain that haunts me 
Feels like nothing can harm me 
I'm not what I used to be 
I think she will smile again 
but she wont be mine again 
Id cut off my wings to live at her side 
And live as a man with nothing to hide 
I cant run away 
This is who I am 
I can still save her 
This I know I can 
The fire that burns around me 
burns the evil that surrounds me 
Not love, not hate can take my fate 
No shape no form when I'm reborn 
Cant stop and wait, Cant be too late 
No dusk, no dawn, Angels are gone 

I Found Myself in You

My soul seems strong and solid, but no one sees it cry 
I guess it's just so tired, all it does is try and try 
You saved my heart from hurting, now all I ask you is why 
I never asked for help before, but you showed me things can die 
I never really saw you, until you saw through me 
Now I've realized you're so precious, cos u broke my 
                                                  Spirits free… 
And it couldn't be truer 
                    That I found myself in you. 
You're the one that makes me feel so right 
The burden's lighter and the noose less tight 
Even if you leave me now, it'll be alright 
Cos I found myself in you. 

So although I love you, I know you're not mine 
You are yours and baby that's fine. 
Cos you've done so much in so little time 
Basically you've already changed my life. 

When I look at you, I see my soul 
Alive and kicking, it's no longer cold 
For this I wanna thank you, you're my heart 
I wish I could make it so we never part 

And you know it's true 
                                                  That I found myself in you 




You're the one that makes me feel so right 
The burdens lighter and the noose less tight 
Even if you leave me now, it'll be alright 
Cos I Found Myself in You 

So you're so much 
                                                  I feel I've done nothing 
But that's not true 
                                                  Cos I'm your something 
Well if that sounds vain, I don't care 
Cos we both know we've made it there… 

And you know it's true, 
                                                  I found Myself in you 
You're the one that makes me feel so right 
The burdens lighter and the noose let tight 
Even if you leave me now it'll be alright 
Cos 
                              I found myself in You 

Some Degree of Love

I was waiting for so long; so long, I thought she had gone
Perhaps I left this dream lost in my mind
I skipped a heartbeat when she smiles
Or am afraid that she could be mine
When she takes my hand I almost fall to my knees

I know that she'll leave me beyond this moment
I know that she'll kiss me when it's all over
And when the time arrives, I know that I'll say goodbye

In this cocoon of anticipation, we'll fight our way through
We will spread our wings in a world that is new
Once we are there we will fly away
And never return to this passion today

I was waiting for so long I thought she was gone
She couldn't see this dream because she was blind
That's over, and she looks in my eyes
Her lips linger beyond anxiety's demise
As the heavens open at last to a love that lives right now

I know that she'll leave me beyond this moment
I know that she'll kiss me when it's all over
And when the time arrives, I know that I'll say goodbye… 

Love Eternity

I would end this damn world just to see you 
Cos I know that you're watching right now 
I can feel you're soul running within all my blood 
Cos my heart screams you're name out somehow 

If all that I see is your beauty 
And all that I feel is your love 
Will I end all this pain forever? 
When I'm with you there up above 

And I don't want to face tomorrow 
If you're not going to hold my hand 
When nobody saw your true beauty 
I just can't see how they'd understand 

Now that you're smiling in heaven 
And I'm left here crying I'm alive 
You live in every beat of my heart 
Why cant so many live in their lives? 

And I don't want to face tomorrow 
If you're not holding my hand 
When nobody saw your true beauty 
I just can't see how they'd understand 

If all of these tears are my pain? 
And all of my soul is crying 
I live cos I know that you loved me 
And I'd die cos I know that you're mine 

And I don't want to face tomorrow 
If you're not holding my hand 
When nobody saw your true beauty 
I can't see how they'd understand 

I didn't say goodbye, cos you didn't leave me behind 
We'll be together someday when the eye of this storm goes blind 

And I don't want to face tomorrow 
If you're not holding my hand 
When nobody saw your true beauty 
I can't see how they'd understand... they couldn't understand 

in memory of Shayana Elise Andrews (1981 - 2001)